Monday, March 30, 2009

The Saga Continues

Today I am going to the clinic to have one of those fun internal sonograms to check if I have an ectopic pregnancy because my beta from Friday was 200. I am full of so many emotions. When I went for blood work this morning they didn't have my requisition and asked me what I was there for...yeah, I was close to tears but I didn't let one salty wet one fall down my cheek. I cried Saturday when I discovered the beta number, but I really do not want to cry again over this. Through with tears. I want this whole thing to be finished and, crazy enough, I am hoping for a shot of methotrexate -- even though I have no pain or spotting, just a beta that went from 30 to 200 in a week. DH and I joked last night that maybe I have a rogue embryo that will not go down without a fight. Please let my beta fall...

3 comments:

KandiB said...

Gosh...that's so strange. I really hope it's not ectopic. My heart goes out to you. I'm thinking of you, and hoping for the best.

Silver said...

Check out this blog post:
http://brooklyngirl.typepad.com/brooklyngirl/2004/12/because_two_wee.html

And then track forward with the links at the top - I don't want to give you false hope, but it's just possible you have an ongoing embryo in there!

musicmakermomma said...

Hope things are ok with you - I hate 'the wand'. And would it kill the clinic people to glance at a chart once in a while? I (of no eggs) was probed many times looking for my follies this cycle - it's like, hello!!! Donor eggs here! Please let us know how things are - good luck.